no NEED TO HAVE ILLUSION ABOUT MASTER
Sydney, Australia. May 10,1997.Againand again, I tell you, I'm a very simple person. There's no needto have illusion about me; I'm just like you. Whatever I have,you have. It's just that you have not discovered completely. That'syour problem. But don't make a big deal out of my person; I amjust like you, really, I live just the way you do. Don't makeit too fantasizing, fairy like, all kinds of things. Do I haveanything different from you? I don't understand why you have illusionabout me so much. I have seen quite a few of those so-called mastersand all those very big personages. I never felt afraid, nervousor anything; I just felt pleasant and honored to be able to seea person who is supposed to be so kind, so holy. If they are,then I'm very happy to meet such a person. Just like I am happyto meet many of you, many times, because I suppose you are veryholy, very saintly. That's it, no less, no more.
It's just that we don't always have a chanceand time to see each other for too long, or have a personal talkbecause we have to expand. It's our purpose in this group, inour meditation or in our Quan Yin family. It's not to know eachother personally, have a chitchat, or feel very close, personallytied, but to develop our own mastership, our own wisdom. Therefore,it doesn't matter if I'm close to you personally or not. I'm nothere to make a personal acquaintance or friendship with you. Itis just to show you that you are the master. I show you the wayto find your own mastership. You regain your wisdom. That is ourpurpose. Therefore, it doesn't matter, even though regrettablywe do not have time to have tea or talk friendly together theway two friends should,
because we know each other inside. Our purpose is not to gainyour confidence or your friendship personally, to make you feelthat I'm good, I'm very friendly, that you can approach me, orthat I'm approachable. So don't ever feel hurt, or fantasize thatyou can talk to me personally or make a at friendship personally.That's not necessary. It's not our purpose. It's not the purposeof our life to make a real friendship with anyone, because ourfriend is God. Our friend is the Master power inside. So whoevercan show us that, is fine. It's good enough already. No need tobe attached to any person's physical being. What I mean is, don'tfantasize too much and lose touch with reality.I'm just another woman, and perhaps a littlewiser one. The one who has found, regained, some of Her wisdomor maybe all of Her wisdom, whatever it is. But She is just anotherwoman, like every other one. That woman can gain the same, andyou can gain the same, sooner or later. Maybe already has, maybegoing to be, may already has gained half, maybe two third. It'sthe same. Just because I stared the business, everyone just fixedme in that position of a leader. No, I'm just a guide, the onewho walks before. But I don't have to always walk before. If youcan walk past me, just go.
All this important treatment, I cannot bear.I really cannot. It suffocates me. I'm sorry if it sounds ungrateful,but it really does. I know you don't mean it. I know you meanwell, and you respect me, you love me. No need to make so important,fuss and waste a lot of time and energy for me personally. I don'tenjoy all that. I enjoy a more relaxed atmosphere. Please knowagain that I'm very simple. Don't waste your time and energy doingthings that I don't even appreciate; I don't even need. I'm avery simple person, believe me. I don't even have time to livea complicated life. I don't even have time to enjoy most of thethings that you give me, even if you want to give. I'm lucky ifI can sleep, if I can meditate well, if I can have some peacein my heart without people troubling me from outside, from inside.So, peace is the food I need.
